Today makes it two years. Two years since Victor Flores took my grandfater away from me. All i have wanted to do is sleep this week-end away. I think my mind thinks if I sleep through it, then it never happened.
I wanted to spend the week-end in AZ with my father and at my grandfather's favorite lake... But, Don's work decided they needed him more than I did. I just wanted to be able to feel close to my papa. I needed to visit the site of his death. I needed to be where we had the most fun together. I just needed so much. Damn, I feel so selfish.
I wish I had his laugh on tape. Love connection. Now I am on a search... ask me about it later.
I was looking at Victor's inmate records, and this b@stard has a job in the prison. How fare is that? This SOB has a job and my grandfather is fish food. He has gained like fifty pounds since being locked up. The only plus here is his daughter is now two and a half, and he is not a daily part of her life. With a father like Victor, who needs enemies?Well good night everyone, tell your family how much you love them and what they mean to you daily. I didn't know!
